I Almost Forgot to Pray

I’ve been low. This is my pick-me-up.

Hold tight my videographer for encouraging my play.

Song: Cadet ft. Konan - Instagram Girls (A message. Rest In Power to the messenger)

& A poem

Do you wish for me to lament only?

Do you wish for me a space where I cannot function

Where death is despair only

Where I cannot see in the dark

Where there is no light in this tunnel

Is this how you determine I am grieving?

Oh, so you know my affliction.

is it because you willed it? 

Do you wish for my healing?

Do you want me to feel at home in this skin?

Do you want me to not make love 

to everything in life?

Do you want me to breathe?